January 2010
Jan 1st
December 2009
thank you, latfh. →
why am i not surprised these are risd kids? i mean, fuck, risd’s awesome (and whenever i hit thayer street folk always assume i go there) but i really don’t understand their male aesthetics. yeah, i’d take regency sideburns over moutstaches any day. less friction when you kiss, and also you don’t look like a tool. fin.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
i really need to get this paranoia disorder fixed; drinking gin and tonic out of a monty python coffee mug is kinda pathetic.
Dec 30th
(914): Dancing like a fucking crazy person to jai ho with a snow ball in her hand. Snow days make her go nuts. this sounds so much like something i’d do. given my penchant for dancing to jai ho when i’m drunk. yeah.
Dec 30th
semester plan: lose 20 pounds get legit hair awesomeness take more photographs take a lot more photographs take fuckloads more photographs. or i could, like, work on my thesis or something. also, losing 20 pounds would put me in under-100 territory. which would be really dangerous. i need to train myself to not find protruding hipbones attractive. oh, whatever.
Dec 29th
yessss christmas, media-gifts only: (very exciting. written in 1944, not published until 2008.) (guilty pleasure obtained. i love this movie, it’s so cheesy/excellent. INCONCEIVABLE!) bonus: (thank you boyfriend <3 it’s shiiiiiiny!)
Dec 26th
Dec 22nd
TEH LOLCAT BIBLE (heh) →
Dec 19th
I SO NEED TO GO TO THIS. →
steampunk world’s fair. yes, please. i’m already thinking about character designs…huzzah for having a top hat!
Dec 18th
borrowing virginia woolf
home. back in massachusetts rather, because i realized against my will that the room i have lived in for 21 years is not home. this room is a tomb where a 14-year-old girl is remembered in ugly mismatched sheets and pirates of the caribbean posters, imaginative but unchanneled, decor i never got around to changing because not doing so gave me the vain hope i might soon be out of this place for...
Dec 16th
Dec 14th
Dec 11th
Dec 10th
four years
my body’s not private anymore —there’s nowhere you haven’t seen. my mind’s entirely too closed off and the one thing that keeps me from cutting myself again is imagining what you’d say when you saw the wounds. four years is such a long time to be sober. i’ll use these words like an addict (no drugs, no poison) i’m literally addicted to...
Dec 8th
why do i go back to ri the day after tony bourdain... →
Dec 8th
januaryanticipation
i hate that my health has been so crappy lately; since the doctors don’t know what i have there’s really not much i can do right now. it seems like every few hours i pop a different otc to control one of the different stomach problems i have. my only hope now is that when (i figure at this point it’s when, not if) i am diagnosed with crohn’s, i will at least be able to...
Dec 6th
ivy manning has possibly replaced isa moskowitz as... →
Dec 6th
Dec 3rd