February 2011
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i am shooting gin right now
shooting
gin.
i’m in the position to worry and love everyone
where is the atlantic when i need it
i miss the smell of marijuana and the heaviness of strangers’ coats on my shoulders
i miss wandering down to the shore and feeling existential under the heavy moon stoned under the stars
come spring i’ll see rhode island again, i promise you
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everythings-illuminated asked: have you read On the Road by jack kerouac?
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WHY ARE THERE NOT MORE SITUATIONS THAT MERIT...
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sobriety is the opiate of the masses.
i feel so fucking good right now. why am i ever even sober?
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i have about six ounces of extremely expensive...
i feel good, man.
garbos replied to your chat: amber: i don’t normally watch things dubbed, but…
Kate + Cate are queens of the world tbh.
^^this.
drinking. talk. ask. →
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amber: i don't normally watch things dubbed, but we're gonna have to watch ponyo with the english voiceovers, okay?
ian (smirking): ohhhhh, 'cause cate blanchett's in it, right?
amber: shut up.
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///current project idea: uncle sam/bob dylan pop art print spoof. main text (above image): I WANT YOU. small text (below image) SO BAD
just because i’m a dork and i think that’s funny.
need to get stencils/painting materials, seriously.
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i know i say this a lot, but MAN do i make a...
January 2011
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two more huge words added to my ever-growing list
sigh.
thefeminazi asked: why is february the month of not fucking up? i think it's usually the opposite for me.
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soldierslittlesquirrel asked: i just had a desire for some really good gin and it made me think of you.
tomorrow is FEBRUARY
the month of not fucking up
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people are posting photos of dead bodies and guts...
i guess my current mindset has kind of desensitized me to gore
also i guess when you’ve just had a crying fit over seeing your own face in the mirror a photograph of a decapitated body is probably kind of refreshing
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depressive realism →
thefeminazi:
floatingparticles:
Depressive realism is the proposition that people with depression actually have a more accurate perception of reality, specifically that they are less affected by positive illusions of illusory superiority, the illusion of control and optimism bias. The concept refers to people with borderline or moderate depression, suggesting that while non-depressed people...
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conversion (& part II of generalized misery)
also, you know what, man, i am a fucking ugly fuck and i hate physically attractive girls and girls with pretty faces and skinny bodies and good fashion senses and perfect hair and clear skin and nice teeth, i fucking hate pretty girls because every time i see one it’s this fucking sick reminder of what i’ll never have and what i’ll never be
(i tried to develop trichotillomania...
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sometimes i just wanna turn my fucking brain off
i’m too fucking susceptible to emotional bullshit…i’ve been withdrawn as fuck lately (even for me, and that’s saying something) and i think it’s been about five days since i actually talked to another human being…i’ve got over two weeks until i see my boyfriend; most days he’s really the only person i actually talk to anyways
there’s nothing...
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also: rabid doctor who fans are kind of scary
i literally had a guy cuss me out at work today and call me stupid because i didn’t know how to spell ‘dalek’
jeepers.
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drunk bacon
Amber: Yes, there's a very good recipe for sober bacon in that cookbook.
Boss: What do you mean, sober bacon?
Amber: Vegan bacon. The kind I eat when I'm sober.
Boss: As opposed to what?
Amber: Drunk bacon. The kind made out of actual pigs and also the kind I am highly susceptible to ingesting when I am intoxicated.
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what is the opposite of a euphemism?
a dysphemism? surely that can’t be right. it sounds weird. too many difficult sounds.
i don’t mean an insult. i mean a condescending or indifferent way of describing something okay or mildly bad. like how instead of saying ‘i’m going to work’ i say ‘i am going to serve the capitalist regime’.
don’t mind me, i’m odd.
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unabashed mary-sue rant:
absolutely nothing fits my waist properly. i’ve literally pinned myself into my skirt to make it fit correctly. every time i buy a dress it’s always three or four inches too big in the waist even when it fits everywhere else properly.
more annoying still i bought this skirt back in march on sale as a long-shot because it was a size too small and i could barely squeeze into it, now...
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